HIS faint smile

He gave me a partial smile. Remember ? We' re not lovers.. & you are not gonna be my better half
At that moment, i heard the sound of shattered pieces of my heart and my stomach flopped
I went back staring the world outside of the window. What was I thinking? Fault in my stars? 😔
Maybe we shouldn't be here, but then?
Hmmm.. he wasnt even my boyfriend. But this was the peaceful place on earth. And he was a grand possibility. I wanted him to look at me and say years from now i wish we will make it together till we grow old
😐
I knew this was something that I wouldn't be able to let go